Tuesday, July 14, 2009
met up with andy, colin and jek tonight at farmart!
andy and jek are mad over fishing, leaving colin and i totally bored and unentertained. i like fishing but their fishing is too...advanced for a novice like me.
i very much would want to go out to the sea and fish, but i think i might just fall over the boat and become food for the entire family of fishes.
we walked over to the prawning area where andy took the initiative of getting us rods to prawn! can really see that he's a fishing enthusiast. it's my first time trying and i always had the beginner's luck. got my first prawn within the first 5mins! HEHE.
with their guidance i managed to catch a few myself. :D but i think the number of times the prawn got away with the bait is much more than the number of prawns i caught. HAHAHAHA. we caught a total of 13 prawnies within an hour. pretty good right?
andy removes the prawns from the hook like an expert! but it's so cruel to pluck away the .. erm. big limbs. HAHAHA WHAT ARE THEY CALLED MAN?!
it's even more cruel when we cooked them alive.
met jacky and gf there. we shared the BBQ pit! :D teehee. so nice!
finally.. an item striked off the Before-I-Die-Must-Do-List. (:
thanks guys!
.. And jenno became 1% brighter.
Monday, July 13, 2009
i figured i would be going thru bouts and bouts of disappointment these few days.
i think i should move on to greener pastures very soon. there is obviously not enough hygiene factors to lead me on.
results have been delayed, everyone's questioning why. and fear starts to creep in.
i just finished a tub of chocolate brownie ice cream. bro's gonna kill me.
a flying roach appeared on my desk amidst my work today and freaked me and my colleagues out totally. thank God for mr Koh who happened to be around to kill it. heh! thank you!
i made my conclusion that the no.1 criteria for my type of guys would be HE MUST NOT BE AFRAID OF ANY KIND OF INSECTS/PESTS. damnit.
i'm having some sort of stomach cramps now.. no not TOTM. it just hurts. i'm going to rest. tata~
.. And jenno became 1% brighter.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
i think i am kinda depressed.
i never expected myself to fail, or should i say i never let myself to do badly in anything after my pretty chui JC results with Cs and E.
blame it for the lack of confidence, the nervousness..
i hate that feeling. the feeling for lack of confidence.
i was just trying to drown myself in endless stuffs. I looked at the test report slip in disbelief and am still feeling disgruntled.
the whole test replays like a broken recorder, even in my sleep. i recollected every single detail of the test. and i do remember i changed to P before releasing the brake. how could the car have rolled back?!
apart from inertia, i cannot think of anything else. it's probably just a 1cm move, and that's it.
i admit i was kinda shaky at first because the tester was rushing me off even before i was ready to drive off. the engine didn't want to start initially. yea, blame the last min change of vehicle from a new car to a lao pok car i've never tried starting or even have chance to get used to.
the first station was the ramp. I did the entire thing fairly well. but just when the tester got back to the vehicle instructing me to move off after i did the reverse up the ramp and came down, when i tried to move off, and 'clanggg' was all i heard. i hit the pole.
alas, i never get my license on the faithful date of 11 july.
upon hearing the 'clangggg', he uttered, 'immediate failure'. that left me in utter shock and i felt it was unfair because i did the right procedure. it was all over. within the first 5 min of gettin in the car. so i asked him if i needed to continue since it was an 'immediate failure' case, he replied hostily "you want to continue, you continue! if u don't want, then up to you lor!"
seriously, leaving me with an open answer isn't the right choice at the point of time. i was still at shock for wat had happened, because i've never knocked down a pole for ramps in my entire training, and yea. i tot we were going back to the initial point. but he made me continue. so i did the rest half heartedly.
i got 2 pts for turning steering whilst vehicle is stationary at parallel parking (which i never knew it was a fault), for requiring additonal reverse manoeuvre, and for failing to confrim safety at the directional change parking.
got 2 pts deducted for speed too slow for the road. ninibi! i kept at my 65km/h for 70km/h speed limit leh! usually i travel at 70km/h or faster.. kinini.
whatever lah.
when we came back to the centre where he was suppose to tell me what's wrong, he didn't even bother to sit down. he just threw the report slip at me and said, "on the road you are not bad, you know you fail at the circuit."
and he walked away hard-heartedly.
without any words of comfort.
all the other testers were busy uttering all the faults to the fellow candidates. but mine?? ):
i don't even know if i could leave. when i asked him as he walked away, there were no response. silence means consent. so i walked away too. ):
short skirts don't work. and i think i'm quite dumb to actually buy what the TM said about bribery and corruption.
and that calls for more $ spent on driving on top of my 1100+.
i think i need more than just 2 circuit training.
sorry evon, i can't send you to your hall anymore. ):
and fat hope for me having a car! i am not born to drive and i lost my interest in driving now. but still, i am going to take my 2nd test.
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and please please do not ask me for my instructor because he sucks. him changing my instructor + car only on the final TP date is such a wrong idea. i was never told beforehand. If i hadn't added in a circuit training on monday, I wouldn't have drove on the car i used for TP, and guess what? the fucking new instructor is a female aunty who SLEEPS openly on the 'lesson' i had before my TP.
i was left to determine on roads which require me to turn either left or right.
and when i have combed all the roads i could get, and ready to turn in to the circuit, she asked me to go another round so that she could sleep a bit longer.
HOW UNJUST RIGHT? i paid her to guide me, not to SLEEP. and in the 2 times that i'm in the circuit, she was reading XINMIN NEWSPAPER.
when i told my original instructor about this, he just told me to ignore her. nabei! i'm left with no choice coz i booked the TP test date using his IC. and retest too. coz the aunty did it for me.
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met old buddy lemon for dinner @ JP din tai fung. i had xiaolongbaos n lamiannn. i feel so fat now. haha. and i spent the entire of sunday trying to sleep without nightmares.
i should just get over it, shouldn't i? no big deal.
hurhur. ok! i'm back to jenno da happy girl now! (:
.. And jenno became 1% brighter.
Friday, July 10, 2009
in a couple of hours time.
with my countless practices + 1 circuit training, i believe i will be able to make it.
to hell with people who try to put me down with hollow words. ):
i have only one goal in mind.
- to send my bery-fat-friend to her PGP hostel in August.
(:
have f-a-i-t-h.
i got locked out of house AGAIN. ): keys, keys, where art thou?
.. And jenno became 1% brighter.
Thursday, July 09, 2009
i came home from OTing + retail therapying only to find the next door neighbour calling me a 'kaypoh bastard' as i was entering the gate.
i was angered of coz.
i wanted to pick up a fight with her, and i know i would definitely outwin her.
she did not dare to come back to the porch, leaving me no chance for rebuttal. fuck it.
ok i shall not be pissed for i shall not be a fool to be pissed over a fool's act.
the indian family moved in a couple of months ago. being ms friendly, i welcomed them with smiles and greetings all the time.
my family and i put up with their noise, their smell, their huge idol in front of the house and everything. and i think they have gone too far this time. they parked their bike, which is said to be rented to people, outside my gate! so when bro returned today, he questioned me furiously over the phone if it was my friend's.
they said we kicked up a big hoohaa over it. would you have reacted the same way if we parked a bike outside your gate, disrupting you from entering? do you know why it is called a private property?
they don't deserve to stay here at all. they had problems paying the rent even before staying here! the owners said they still have 1 mth outstanding rent! to think she called me a 'kaypoh bastard' and having no guts to face a confrontation.
who are you to call me a kaypoh bastard? yes, my mom had called the owners. would anyone in the right mind not do so? with all the 'so whats' and 'i stay in this house i am rich and powerful' attitude.
and i heard they actually rented out the rooms to someone else, so that they could fork out the money to pay the rent. hah! wat crap.
you don't have to be filthy rich to stay here, yes. but please, at least maintain harmony among neighbours lah! don't act like you are goddamn rich and you can afford to stay here. the truth is you don't have enough money and we all know that, in case you are still not aware of.
.. And jenno became 1% brighter.
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
call me lucky, received mommy's call the moment i stepped out of the tower after OT-ing.
dad, mom and i went to SRC for dinner.
i don't like to do dinners. it makes me fat.
nonetheless, i had the MSG-filled double boiled soup... and dessert! how sinful!
i wanna go suana sometime soon. ): AND bowling! :D
.. And jenno became 1% brighter.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
ben LMPS-ed me today.
i was staying back to clear my shitloads of procrastinated work when ziyuan suddenly called to ask if i was still at work. he took me for dinner @ Golden Mile Complex. call me suaku, i've probably never stepped in to this place before. we had some thai food and gosh! i took raw prawns... i must be out of my mind.
hope i wun get a stomach upset tomorrow...
.. And jenno became 1% brighter.
